We recently headed down to the London pool to race the Olympic Trials. My race, the 100m Butterfly, wasn’t scheduled until the end of the week.
We were staying in a hotel next to the Olympic Park and I was rooming with fellow butterfly swimmer Tom Laxton from the Loughborough University squad, so we spent a week trying to stay relaxed so that we would be ready to race when the day finally arrived. We basically watched TV all week, with a short break once or twice a day to head down to the pool for a dip and get used to the feel of the venue. Gradually the nerves started to get to me and I had a few sleepless nights before the race thinking about it.
Eventually Thursday arrived. I had a comfortable heats swim in the morning, posting a time of 53.16, going through to the semi-finals that evening as the fastest Brit. After the heats I went out for lunch with family and friends that had come to watch. I was sitting next to my cousin in the restaurant who asked to try on my racing hat and goggles to see what they felt like. It had not crossed my mind, but my cousin has an enormous head so he ended up stretching my goggles!
When it came to the evening race, I went out pretty confident that, if I swam near the time I set that morning, I would be going through to the final ranked in the top few spots. However, I had not expected my goggles to slip on the dive and fill up with water. From the very first second of race, I was swimming completely blind. I could not see the line on the bottom of the pool, the lane ropes or the end of the pool. I panicked. Race strategy, technique and focus instantly left my mind and I was desperately trying to work out where I was. As a result, I completely scuffed the turn and finish, and bounced off both lane ropes on the second length.
The top eight from the semis qualified for the finals. Thankfully I qualified, seeded eighth for the final in a time of 53.76, 0.02 seconds ahead of ninth! After the race it took me a while to get my head straight again. I had 22 hours until the finals the following evening. Luckily I managed to get some sleep that night. The next morning I went down to the pool with a new pair of goggles to test them. I did a few starts and they stayed on fine.
I went back to the hotel room to chill for a few hours before returning to swim the final. I think that much of the battle is how you deal with the nerves that come when you’re about to swim a big race. This was without question the biggest race I had yet swum in my relatively new swimming career, and at times I definitely felt the pressure get the better of me and my legs and arms just feel like jelly, and just the thought of stepping up on the block is gave me uncontrollable butterflies and made my stomach turn.
Having qualified for the final I was in an outside lane, far from the big guns together in the middle lanes so I was just going to swim my own race without any influence from the strong competitors. This could be regarded as a good or a bad thing, but at the end of the day that’s the way it was and all I could do was go out and swim my best. Here is a link to a clip of the final.
There are two spots at the Olympics for the 100m Butterfly. Even though I came second, British Swimming requires that to make the GB Olympic Team I have to go faster than the time that ranked 16th in the world last year, which is 52.19. I only achieved 52.49 so I did not qualify and only one of the spots was taken for the event.
However there is a second round of trials in June, so in order to make the team I need to drop 0.3 seconds in the next three months. I’m now faced with the decision of whether to return to university and finish my degree or carry on with the swimming and rusticate another year. I am leaning towards the latter. Since I started training 11 months ago my time has dropped 3.7 seconds.
Obviously my rate of improvement will begin to plateau but hopefully I will continue to get quicker and secure a spot on the Olympic team for the London 2012 Games.